Thinking of you...

Today is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance day. We didn't light a candle at 7pm like we did last year and the year before, but that doesn't mean we weren't thinking of Julian.

When I take Alain-bear to singalong at the library, I sometimes catch myself staring at the 2 year olds, trying to imagine what it would be like to have a child that age right now, trying to imagine what Julian would be like now. It's impossible-we've had way more time with Alain than we did with Julian, and I can't even imagine what Alain will be like at that age.

Anyway, back to my original thought, which is simply:

Dear, sweet Julian-Mommy loves you, misses you, and is thinking of you, now and always.