Day 30: My Grief
"Grief is a primal yearning."
I wish with every fiber of my being to have my son back. Even on the good days, even when I laugh and smile, I am missing Julian. Everything reminds me of him, which makes sense given that I spent every minute of every day with him for 9 months. I am grateful for the time I had with him, but it wasn't enough. I was planning a lifetime with him.